Not Stressing…I Mean It
I’m not stressing out at all. I go see my PCP tomorrow and after 10 days of antibiotics and about 2 and a half weeks I still feel pretty awful. I have trouble staying awake, feel weak and hurt all over. My eyes are drier than sand and my skin looks like it is shedding. I have trouble remembering words and can’t put my thoughts together very well.
But we’ll see how it goes tomorrow because I’m not stressing. My blood work was normal and so was my chest x-ray. I hope I can get the flu shot even though I still feel sick. I hope I can get the Humira shot even though I still feel sick. I wish I could go far away to some place I’ve never been. I’d love to try out one of the Outer Banks rentals and pretend that I’m just fine. And I’d continue to pretend that I’m not stressing too.
Connie,
I am so sorry. I’ve been going through this with you, so I understand. Sometimes it is all so frustrating, especially when they can’t seem to figure out what is wrong or even begin to fix it. And, like you, I am hoping to be able to get my flu shot despite feeling sick, because frankly I don’t want to get that too!
I really hope that whatever this is passes soon and you begin to feel better. In the meantime, know I am thinking of and praying for you and that someone understands, even if she can’t make it better!
{{HUGS}}
Maureen
Connie, What a tough few weeks you’ve had. ..and are having.
Thinking of you and hoping that your bod starts up on the feeling better side soon.
Kerry
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